Over the past few weeks I have been receiving memory flashes. These memories are being played out in my mind like a movie. The memories are from when Paul spent months in hospital and I would be visiting him every day and night.
I asked Paul in one of our conversations why I was receiving these memories. Why would I want to remember that time in our journey. It was intense, emotional, exhausting and devastating.
Paul explained that it was apart of his healing process and that he wanted to ensure that all those months of being in hospital were understood and healed, being grateful for the journey and the lessons learnt.
These memories continue and I asked him again about why am I still seeing these memories. Paul explained that now he is going through the healing process from my prospective and reliving what I went through. As we both go on this journey together we are healing, moving forward.
Throughout all these memory flashes, I also receive the beautiful memories and feelings of when we first met and still sharing that with Paul is priceless. The feeling of his love overwhelming and cherished.
Not long after our conversation, our song “unchained melody” came on the radio.
You cannot make this stuff up!